I know I could call Jamie at any moment, even right now with brain surgery on her calendar less than a week away, I know Jamie would bring me soup for a cold if I asked. She would doctor me, love on me, and pray for me and my little cold, putting her own worries to the way side.
I am broken hearted that Jamie is going through this right now, and I am on my knees morning and night praying for God to ease her worries and heal her. I would take the tumor on myself right now if I could take it away from her. She hasn't lost her faith and she has remained so strong through all of this. She is such an amazing woman and I look up to her for being such the amazing person that she is. I hope that one day I could give her back even one tenth of what she has given to others in her life. I love you Jamie!!!
With all that being said, I went to the dentist today and found out I have to have a LOT of work done, starting with a root canal. This work is going to put us in a financial bind for a while and I started to worry about the pain I may go through with my root canal. But in that moment while I was worried for myself, I felt a whisper that told me to be in the moment...think about what you are really saying here...Jamie is about to have brain surgery....this is nothing!
Jamie's situation has helped me to reflect on my faith, my lifestyle, and my attitude. I want to live in the moment, be the best christian I can be, and live a healthy lifestyle with a positive attitude. I am not thinking I am about to change my life upside down in a day, but I hope that as time goes on you will see more posts on here about a healthy lifestyle and less about cupcakes. :)